Rainbow..

I realise last night that the more I try to grasp the more it's not possible.
It's like 流沙 and I finally realise that I shouldn't lose my mind over it.

刘力扬 - 礼物。

终于可以在今天划上句点
一整夜翻阅过去画面
快想不起我们为何会诀别
只看到那双你送的鞋

走一步又一步
我才发现绕了个圈
走了好几年
又回到原点

你送的礼物会不会太特别
毫不避讳那不安的传言
但渐行渐远习惯到没感觉
难道你早想要我走远

你送的礼物在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆把过往走一遍
穿了这些年难免会有污点
就像每段爱总会有终点
世上最残酷的恐怕是时间
困住人一切却还向前
干涸的眼再挤不出一点咸
爱到如此可悲的境界

走一步又一步
却跟不上你的脚步
你满意了
为什么我却只想要哭

你送的礼物会不会太特别
毫不避讳那不安的传言
但渐行渐远习惯到没感觉
难道你早想要我走远

你送的礼物在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆把过往走一遍
穿了这些年难免会有污点
就像每段爱总会有终点

你说做自己吧
我们都做回自己
不要再为爱受委屈

你送的礼物原来是一场劫

终于分别夙命一样准确
可笑到想要你赔给我时间
爱情有时廉价得可怜

光著脚我一路奔跑
鲜血泪水一路狂飙
收起我的骄傲
承认曾经备受煎熬

鞋上那记号
只有你能明了
过了这一夜
我就全忘掉

Bright & Sunny?

This morning was really bright and sunny but some how I don't feel that bright OR sunny.

Arrggghhh...when can I get out of this?!!??

Think too much?

Some times, I think maybe I think too much.
One comment can set me back for weeks.

I'm not asking to be the perfect person but I don't think I am that bad (am I?)
Starting to think so much that I am doubting my self capabilities.
This is bad!!!!

I've heard some comments some weeks back that has sent me straight to the doldrums.
It doesn't help with Freckles' case.
I think I've not hit the rock bottom yet - so there's still some way to go.

To those who have suffered from my eminent mood swings, I apologise to you. I AM SORRY.
To those who have yet to, please don't come near me for the time being or engage in any serious talks with me as I am probably not thinking very straight at the moment.

Like what me AE tee says, I think I should learn to 'Just Let It Go'.
Bleh, easier said than done!

Cleaning Up.

It was time to clean out my stuff and also to take stock of the stuff I have.

The original state.

Packed state.

Hahaha..like not much difference hor??

I managed to take some photos of the makeup I have.

Not as much as some other girls I know of.

Still ok la...

Eyeshadows, liners, paints, pigments, mascara (only 1 opened since I can only use it for 3 mths).

Blushers.

Also not alot ma.

Lippies.

Foundation, powder and 1 mascara.

Brushes.

Perfumes.

I thought I had more..hahaha...

Lotions.

There's still my backups, face moisturisers, nail stuff and hair stuff that I didn't take photos of as I was taking too long to clean out the stuff.

Also packed the clothes - basically the whole wardrobe.

All done!!

So proud of myself.

I think this probably means I can get some more makeup since I didn't buy much in Japan.

Gathering w Yong's friends.

Well, this gathering was overdue since CNY.

Though pretty last minute, we pulled it off on Good Friday!

Thanks for coming guys!!

It's the first time Baby Ethan and Yvette came to our house since they couldn't make it for the house warming and earlier gatherings.

Doesn't he look cute?

I heard that most of Ethan's photos are like that - with a frown.

Maybe it's called photo with an attitude!

He's really well-behaved & didn't cry the whole time he was here.

We found out that David's birthday was a couple days away so I suggested getting him a cake.

Guess what cake he bought?

Thomas & Friends.

Yes, 3 candles!

He's big 3-0 birthday and he got a Thomas & Friends Cake.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY (in advance) DAVID!!!

He took it pretty well...

The cake was pretty good.

I cooked Spaghetti with tomato sauce, bought nachos with salsa and cheese dips, Yong made cocktail hotdogs with cucumber and I bought some mini durian puffs.

Needless to say, there were loads of beer on the fridge.

We had some fun after that with a game that dear Desmond bought from Thailand (thank you!!)

And also some Uno Stacko (we got this from the gift exchange during the Xmas party at Eugene's house).

We played 2 rounds and both rounds I was the lao shu shi that resulted in the end of the game!

Haiz..fine..I suck at this game lor!!!

Pique, Cath Kidston E-mook & Spring Magazine.

Some Jap E-mooks and Magazine that I bought the past month.

2 E-mooks from pique and Cath Kidston.

Cath Kidston's came with a pouch/organiser, mirror and tissue holder.

It was really pretty and the material was really good.

Well worthed the price of the E-mook.

Spring magazine this month came with an agnes b tote.

It's slightly bigger than the magazine and plain cotton.

My favorite has got the be the pique e-mook.

Although I got a toiletries bag from Afternoon Tea in Japan last month, I couldn't keep my hands off this.

It was really 'spacious' and I love the flower prints cloth lining the inside of the bag.

Thinking if I should use this or the afternoon tea bag for my BKK trip..hmm...